So happy Valentine's Day people! I had an okay one. Well I actually enojoyed my day today I guess. I woke up and got 5 bucks from my grandpa so hey.
If you people didn't know by now, the girl I was talking about is Nikki. I could NOT stop thinking about her last night. Everytime I tried going to sleep I kept seeing her and hearing her. And when I finally did go to sleep I was even dreaming about her. Fuck dude even when I was half awake she was still in my thoughts and I could still hear her voice but I could never see her. Real weird shit if you ask me. I really like her though.
My sister stayed last weekend. She's awesome. She got me this track jacket a while ago (the red Danmark one). Every time I wore it, these hot girls sometimes i didn't even know would be like hey and I would totally get some. I used to think the track jacket made the pimp. But its totally me cause I didn't wear it the other day and I still managed to get mine. LoL. Nonetheless, that jacket is one of my favorite things to wear and I won't dispute its greatness. Thanks again Jess.
My grandpa is totally coming in right now and he's probably going to bitch at me so I got to be up out of here before I gotta listen to his shit.
On the real, I am going to turnabout with Nikki. totally excited for that. can't wait.
WORD.
ZachCurrent Mood: shibby. Current Music: Konstantine/Something Corporate |
Yes I do know it has been a while since I last updated this shit right here. But never fear, I'm getting back into it so you all can laugh at my life and say "hey, I know that kid too". Well, most of you looking at this at least. So on to the more important late events.
Its really weird actually. I met this girl in 1st grade. And I had the hugest crush on her all the way til 4th, because she moved away and I never saw her again. Ok dude. I have hung out with her the past 2 days. I didn't even know she went to HF. I am so happy right now cause I really do like this girl and I am so glad she isn't gone or anything. I am happy that I can see her agian and she lives really close to me. Turns out she was never gone. She lived in the same house the whole time only went to a diff school. So go figure.
In other news I was in the parking lot of family video with my sister waiting for this chick to show up and out of nowhere these 2 lil girls (they were like what 7 at the most.) they were freaking staring at me and mouthing shit to me through the window. Then they proceeded to blow onto the window and drew little hearts and I love you's. It was so funny. At one point they even opened the door and yelled We love you! Well then. I didn't know that even the little girls wanted me. I guess I underestimate my amazingly sexy and cunning looks.Well whatever whatever.
I totally don't know what to do for Valentines Day. Maybe I'll hang with this new mystery girl yall don't know about. Show her a little V-Day lovin'. LoL.
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Jan. 7th, 2005 @ 11:42 pm
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Today could quite possibly be the happiest day of my life. I had a long talk about religion with a good friend of mine. And now i am a lot more informed and i seem to understand life a lot more now. I know now that i don't have to live life in fear of when i die or anything like that. I actually feel comfortable and nothing could bother me right now. Right now seems to be like the biggest turning point in my life. I know now that God spoke to me through my friend and told me that i needed to turn my life around. Soi feel more at peace right now. And you can make fun of me right now if you are reading this. I don't care. Chances are something little like that won't bother me anyways. I know this seems really unexpected of me but its true. I feel like i am going to do something very important in my life very soon. I don't know what it is but i am so happy right now i couldn't possibly think straight. I did not know stories about God and religion could be so interesting and effective. I feel like he just changed my life with all the things he told me. I'm happy with that too. I am glad that i know more than i used to know about God and my religion. I never knew before cause i never went to church or temple ( i am half and half). I now know what religion to live my life by. And that makes me actually feel normal like everyone else. Call me weird. Call me crazy. I don't care anymore.
im out.
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Maybe one reason why i didn't post is because i was sick as hell. out of nowhere i just kept throwing up and my stomach would not stop hurting. i was in bed for 2 or 3 days and i didn't eat anything. that might have been a factor. i did force myself to go to a new years party though. HAPPY NEW YEAR PEOPLE!
I just remembered something really funny. I was at the brewry with kyler and we ordered and ate and all. During all this these people kept laughing really loudly it was like they were all high or something but the laughing was really annoying. And kyler was like "DAMN SHUT THE FUCK UP! YALL MUST BE SITTING IN THE SMOKING WEED SECTION OR SOMETHING! SHUT THE FUCK UP!" and they were laughing so annoyingly loud that they didn't even come close to hearing him.
After that we got our bills for the food and shit. Mine was 8.08 and kylers was 8.57. i left the right money and even a tip cause i felt generous. kyler on the other hand, felt like only paying 8 bucks and leaving no tip. this was pretty funny cause on the way out nobody had noticed. i decided to get an application there and when we started walking away kyler said something and right after that the waitress came up to him and was like "sir you owe me 57 cents". he was like "oh i forgot" and gave her a dollar and told her keep the change.
I was laughing so unbelievebaly hard you would not believe. so hard in fact i started throwing up on the sidewalk cause i couldn't stop and shit. totally gross but it was so funny that i didn't and kyler didnt care. i was laughing so hard cause the waitress actually came up to him and said that. and then right when we got out kyler yelled "BITCH!...im going to go shit on her doorstep or something man" oh god i am laughing right now just even thinking of it.
ok seriously this time i am going. the coffey is getting to my head, i can't stop laughing, and i should go to bed so i can at least try to get up for school. peace out yall.
im up out this beyatch.....for real
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And finally, the moment you've all been waiting for (at least i'd like to think so), A POST FROM ME! Yeah its been a while i know. i've been busy with shit for a while, hanging with my sister and what not. Winter vacation has been over and school has been boring as hell for the past 2 days. I just want to go back to the break.
its so easy to just stay up really late doing stuff and sleep in the next day til whenever you want. that is a fine luxury of life. so my sister left into her apartment she just got. i miss her but at least shes closer and i can call her and stuff. other than that, ive been bored out of my mind. i really dont know why i haven't posted in so long, cause maybe if i did i wouldn't be as bored. then again i had a thought of dropping it over some controversy with some friends. yes more than one. pretty dumb.
im back though. here to stay. here to fill you in with boring facts and happenings in my life, the shibby life. if only it could be as shibby as described by the word shibby. but no matter. i cant wait til the weekend so i can start doing stuff again. this school week is going by slow and fucking finals. FUCKING FINALS. fuck the fucking finals. i need to fucking study for those fucking finals. otherwise i will fucking fail those fucking finals and end end up with a fucking bad grade and get fucking grounded. sorry i just wanted to see how long i could go being like my sister with the usage of the "f" word. lol jess FOCK!
other other than that i am up pretty late and on top of that with some coffey goodness to keep me up later. i cant really be loud or anything cause if i do my dad will come down and play the whole parent role and send me to bed or some crap like that. that is none of my concern so i am doing otherwise. i actually want to leave now so i'm going to.
i'm up out this beyatch. (haven't pulled that one off in a while)
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So, I am not listening to music tonight. Today is a very sad and less good day. I will start with the bad, since I would rather end on a good note. I heard some very terrible and shocking news today.
My brother used to be best friends with Adam Anderson. Today I heard from him and my parents that Adam's cousin, Brett Rademaker, committed suicide. Even though I did not know them that well, it is sad to think that somebody took their own life away and gave up on life. That is very sad thing to think about.
Committing suicide is a serious deal. And to hear that somebody very close by, had done it, makes it scarier. It pains me to hear that somebody only 18, a freshman in college, took his own life away. And it makes it even worse considering it states in the Bible that if you commit suicide, you are basically taking the life that God gave you and you are being ungrateful, therefore you go to hell. And I do not want to picture Brett going to hell, so I am going to end on that with prayers to the family and I hope they can still have a somewhat of a merry christmas, even if it kills them.
On a good note, I hung out with Mike all yesterday and most of today. He slept over and we basically ate like pigs, played video games, and watched movies all night long and got no sleep. So we slept in the next day, and had like 3 bowls of Apple Jax when we woke up. Good eatin'. Then we just kind of sat around and decided to go to a movie later.
So we went to go see the Spongebob Squarepants movie for about the 2nd time, I think. That movie is so funny. It wasn't funny this time because a bunch of little kids kept talking and laughing at way the wrong and inappropriate times to laugh. It kind of ruined the whole movie. Its like, you hear something, then its repeated like 5 more times by kids behind you, and then another 10 times by some kids over in a different section. Tre annoying.
After that, he went home. So then I had another good friend of mine, and his little brother come over. We played video and had somewhat of a good time I guess. He went hom about an hour or so ago. And now I am just kind of sitting here alone. For the first time in like 2 or 3 days. And I decided to post, since I've been away from this for sooo long. Not really. Ok.
NOW THE BEST NEWS IN THE WOOOOOOOOORLD. MY SISTER IS COMING HOME IN ABOUT A DAY!!! well not really. but its like the last post I can do about her while shes still away, which is second best! but ok! JESS HURRY UP AND GET HOME! I MISS YOU! we need to do something right when you come home. i do not know what, but it will be something. I LOVE YOU! HURRY AND COME BACK TO ME!!! did i mention that i totally miss you, and have missed you since the day you left? :). thats all.
I'm up out this beyatch so I can go watch Little Nicky.
Word.
Zach
p.s.: in case i do not post on christmas eve or the next day, which i won't. MERRY CHIRSTMAS BITCHES!!! and a happy new year?
Dec. 20th, 2004 @ 11:34 pm
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[Cue the music bitch.]
SO. Today was kind of boring. I sat inside all day and did really nothing important. I am kind of sick of this not doing shit shit. I need to get out somewhere. Break is running out. Not really. But ok.
I have nothing that much to say this time. But! MY SISTER IS COMING HOME IN 4 DAYS! SHIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIBBY[fuck you allie] to that. It'll be so great when she comes back. I love hanging out with her. Then maybe I will actually really get out of the hosue and do something fun. There has never been a time where I didnt have fun spending time with her. From concerts to decpys [lol jess] and tapparoos, I never get tired of that shit. Those eateries, eh Jess? They are shibby too.
I can't wait til Christmas! It does need to snow though. I want to go sledding with Mike really badly. It was so fun last time I went. Mike is awesome. I never not have a good time wit him either. He's fucking hilarious. He's the coolest 8th grader I know. He doesn't act all lame and immature like all the rest of them. But enough about that bitch.
I really am going to go now. So once again, I'm bout to be up out this beyatch likee no other.
WORD. [Cut that music bitch]
Zach
Dec. 18th, 2004 @ 11:22 pm
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[Cue Eminem:Ass Like That] OK so hey I am actually listening to music this time while I write. So anyways. Today was awesome and very shibby to the total extreme maximum. And fuck you allie I know your saying right now I am lame by saying shibby lol. Well I will always say it so eat it! That word is the total basis of my existence. Without it, I could not go on. Well....not really.
[Song change to Eminem:Evil Deeds]
Anyways. Today was the last day of school until winter break, so I was in a relatively good mood. I went to every class not giving a fuck and just sitting around lazily. Luckily, in every class we weren't doing anything and we were pretty much pissing away time in the least. So I got off pretty nice today.
So. For all of you people asking and requesting to be in my livejournal. My answer is yes and no to all of you. The only way you get in here is if you are around, are involved, the cause, the effect, or anything else concerning an event of a certain importance or reason in my life. Other then that, I will not anything stupid like say anything in my livejournal of how so very cool you are and why you should be in here so I can lower and demean myself while at the same time groveling at your feet and praising you for approval and for your happiness. Because making all of you happy is so my top priority with this shit. Ok I'm done with that. That was harse. Sorry to all of you. kinda.
Whoah dude A a song was playing and I totally forgot to write it down. I guess I was too busy and caught up in my speech. Anyways [Cue Eminem:Mockingbird]. So I am glad that the break is just started. 2 weeks of not being in school definately sounds good to me. Can you believe somebody actually thinks Christmas is about getting drunk. Pretty fuckin stupid if you ask me. I'm not even going to start on that shit. I am kind of upset right now though cause I should be doing something but I am athome doing nothing and I am really bored. I need to get the fuck out of here and do some shit.
I'm up out this beyatch.
[End of Eminem:Mockingbird]
WORD.
Zach
Dec. 17th, 2004 @ 08:49 pm
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Hello everybody. Today was a long and boring day. There is really nothing to go on and on about in hopes of entertaining anyone. So I am not going to kid myself and make a story out of nothing for a fake laugh or anything like that. I'm just going to talk about the only real thing that did happen today.
Well one of my really good friends has been very upset lately and just recently her boyfriend broke up with her. Of course being the good simeritan that I am, I call her constantly to see how she is doing and try to cheer her up. I was supposed to hang with her today and hopefull make her feel better and forget about the breakup.
She called me after school and said she was going to hang out with somebody else. And I am not going to argue with her or anything so I was just nice about it, and let it go. Hopefully me and her can hang out soon, though. That would be nice, because I do want to make her feel better, while at the same time I miss spending time with her.
I didn't see the girl I like in school today. Which sucks. I really don't think this girl likes me at all, but I still really like her. Maybe I should just tell her for the hell of it, and see what happens. I don't know. I don't think I am going to set myself up for rejection after going through what I did with Carly. I don't want to ever feel like that again. That was the worst, man.
Other then that, I guess there is one more thing. I am going to challenge my brother tonight in that game. And I will beat him too. That way I will be in a good mood for tomorrow. Yeah, beating my brother in that game would be awesome. It would mean a lot to see what he looks like after losing at what he does best, cheating at video games. But yeah, the game shall be most unforgettable. That is why I shall post of it later tonight [if I win, of course]. If not, I will be in low-spirited mode and I will not have the will to go to the computer. I'll just fall in the bed and lay there. HA. I hope it doesn't come to that.
I'm up out this beyatch, now.
word.
Zach.
Dec. 16th, 2004 @ 07:04 pm
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It's almost midnight right now and I am not tired at all. I am very much a night person. I hate mornings. Whenever my dad tries to wake me up way before I want to be woken, I go all crazy and start swearing at him, then he'll come mess with me and I'll like try and try to cover my self under the covers and escape. ha. That's exactly how much I hate early mornings.
But right now I am just really bored and I think I posted way too early the first time today. I should have just waited and posted one big thing. I think that would have been the better way to go. Well, it is too late now, I don't think I can undo it, and even if there was a way, I wouldn't know how, seeing as I just started using this shit.
Besides that, I kinda want to stay up still. My mom isn't home, she's up at her apartment by where she works. Its pretty far away so when there is traffic that she doesn't feel like dealing with and she knows she will have to drive up there in the morning, all signs point to fuck the drive and just stay up at the apartment and have a short drive. yes. good deal on her part.
My brother is giving me shit right now, and I know he is gonna go tell my dad I am still up like the bitch my brother is sometimes. [yes SOMETIMES, he's cool other times.]
So I must have to be up this beyatch and then not get up in the morning for school cause I will be too tired from staying up so late.
WELCOME TO MY LIFE PEOPLE!
oh shit...I forgot to take notes on the chapter for the open note quiz tommorow. shiiiiiiiiiiiiiit. no matter. I shall copy them from Laura! HA! For real I really am about to be up out this beyatch.
word.
Zach
Dec. 15th, 2004 @ 11:39 pm
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So. Today was not really that special. The girl I like was not in school. :(. Whatever. I will call her later and see whats up. But besides my personal life. Other things are pretty shibby in the shibby life.
In fact its been shibbyier than usual. Christmas is coming! And my sister is finally coming home in like a week. I miss her so much. She's been in Europe going every where [the lucky bastard she is]. And she is finally coming back. She's been gone for a really long time, dude. I am so going to go with to the airport to pick her up. I can't wait. So. I recently discovered this website [www.homestarrunner.com] and there is the dude, Strong Bad, on there. He is fucking hilarious. You gotta check that shit out man, I could not stop laughing. I've watched like every one at least twice, its that funny. But yeah, enough of that.
Anyways. I'm waiting for my brother to get home. I am going to play him in this new game he got, NHL HITZ, and hopefully I will win. He always finds loopholes in games and he is the biggest cheat in the world. Me and all of his friends think that, but I WILL beat him, and when I do it will be most awesome. And I shall strut around gloting aswell. Enough about my lame interest in games, you guys prolly don't care about that.
In other news and updatedness, I got a 21/19 on my spanish quiz test thing. Spanish is hard with the dude I have for a teacher, and I am happy that I finally got a hundred on one of his shitters. Besides that, my sister just said " I friended you by the by". and I have no clue what that means. So I just asked her, and she said it meant that I was on her friends list on her journal and that whenever I update that she will see it by going under her friends section. Now that is some massive paraphrasing for you. I just learned some shit from her. As usual. I learn a lot from her. For the most part, life lessons and shit. Which is cool, I do not want to be subjected to the average life of a bigit or bum or ignorant person or anything like that. I'm trying though. whatev.
::sidenote:: the ups guy just came cause there was silence and then the doorbell rang and right when I got to the door, I SAW HIM WHILE HE SAID UPS! he usually disappears by the time I make it to the door. But I caught that man IN THE ACT! score.
i'm out,
::zach::
Dec. 15th, 2004 @ 04:55 pm
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So dude. Today was kind of shitty and kind of good. The first of the shitty came when i had to wake up and go to an ortho appointment at like 8 or 9. I hate waking up even for school, so I most definately won't like it if I have to do for an ortho appointment cause I hate going there. It smells like those nast rubber gloves and all the chemicals they put on teeth and shit. gross, man. But after that some good came when I got to miss my 2nd period class( i hate my (I hate my english teacher she is a self absorbed,only concerned in her answers to everything in class, and thinks only she,the old lady being wrong everyday about something whether it be how to make 3 groups of 9 or just what she was talking about like 5 seconds ago. She's not cool. I absolutely hate going to her class, also it being the first class every day, even on blocks.) but thats beside the point. I was happy that I got to miss that shit, and it made me more happy that my next class was art. I love art, just not the teacher.(for the record, i like almost none of my teachers except maybe my health teacher, only she's a hypocrit cause she smokes and tries to teach us about what is right when her herself is doing exactly what she goes on and on about is wrong, while being the basis of her job as she controdicts it.) So anyway, I was glad cause I had a subsitute. Good times in art to piss off 80 minutes of class, playing with clay with this senior girl.(<----she's cool)The after that I went to some boring biology. blah blah boring. OH WAIT! something actually did happen in bio. I didn't have a chair so I go find one and every chair i try to get, some kid bitches at me and gives me shit. So then I go to a desk where clearly nobody is sitting, and this kid goes psycho and pushes me and starts calling me a bitch, saying that I will not get his chair. Now I was pissed as hell, believe me. And I hate taking shit from ignorant people as well. So I pondered the thought of punching the guy in the face, all at the same time remembering the past 2 saturdays i had gotten from punching 2 other guys in the face. So instead of doing that, i improvised, and came up with pushing the dude back and slamming him down into the table, while he tried to smack me. Of course I this time did not get into trouble cause the dude was clearly overreacting, and I was clearly responding to such lethargic behavior, unfortunately, in a negative fashion. I need to work on that shit. It's really hard to let even small things like that go unanswered though. Maybe thats why i need therapy, but whatever. Then after that I went to lunch. boring. same people. same seats. same table. every day. fun? yeah. MATH TIME! I had a sub in math which was shibby. The guy's name is Mr. Pilgrim. he is so unbelieveably lame you would not believe. but he's really nice so he's cool. during the entire class I drew this picture of him with a pilgrim hat on while everyone around me laughed and made a scene. the dude was too distracted with the book he had his face into, harry potter... enough said. At the end of the period they all dared me to show him the cartoon. and I did, naturally, needing a laugh as always. and I expected the dude to be all offended but he was really weird. he was all nice and said it was a really good drawing. all the dudes who told me to do it were cracking up so mad style, it was so funny. That was about the end of the good for today. After school I had to go to the foot doctor. which I hate more then any other kind of doctor, yet I hate all kinds anyway. I won't give any details cause it is kind of nasty. just picture sharp things like knives,scalpuls, scissors, and my foot. oh yeah, WITH NO NUMBING SOLUTION, SPRAY, OR SHOT! thats enough of that...so yeah I am going to go now cause I feel lame being at the computer this long, typing something that will most likely not even be read. but I like it anyway. So I am going to go chill and eat some soft shit cause my braces hurt from the ortho's bitch ass with his smelly breath.
im out,
Zach
Dec. 14th, 2004 @ 08:16 pm
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